Ask the Lord for rain in the springtime;
    it is the Lord who sends the thunderstorms.
He gives showers of rain to all people,
    and plants of the field to everyone. (Zechariah 10)

You don't have to wait until you feel worthy to ask God for something. God is gracious to all people.  "He gives showers of rain to all people, and plants of the field to everyone. (v.1)

Please read Zechariah 9 - 11. And Listen.

May the Lord richly bless you!